i don’t get how people can be comfortable and continue a friendship with someone when their whole basis for a friendship is sitting around and being judgmental assholes about everyone, where all they ever say is negative things about everyone, including people in their friend groups?? especially if they have nothing in common other than that?? isn’t that an empty friendship??? and wouldn’t you worry that they’re secretly talking about you behind your back?? because they most likely are. anyone who continually picks out flaws in others is simply going to make you look at yourself, and have you become even more self conscious than before.
i once had a friendship similar to that (in the sense where the judging and rudeness was an incredibly prevalent factor) and i felt so suffocated and conscious of every little thing i did. i had to continually only show a certain side of myself, because i knew all of me wouldn’t be accepted. and even then i constantly felt annoying and would hold my tongue countess times on things that genuinely bothered me in fear of being a burden. I constantly found ways to avoid being the person that my friend at the time would judge and speak ill of when i wasn’t around.
if any of you are in the same place do yourself a favor and get rid of that person. it’s not going to benefit you in any way and it’ll probably bite you in the ass later anyway.
be friends with people who make you a better you okay. if you feel like you can’t come to them or talk to them about everything and anything, somethings wrong. if you feel like a burden, somethings wrong. if you feel like your problems won’t be considered, somethings wrong. and if you feel like you legitimately can’t be yourself, SOMETHINGS WRONG.
I remember entering Aqua Rock for the first time. I left my Gameboy Advance on the pillow beside me one night… and moments later, I found myself slowly drifting off into a light sleep. The melody for this track is so soothing.